Svefn-G-Englar

German Helmet.

Sat, 14 Nov 2009 07:24:39 GMT

I DID IT! (:
It feels so insanely light like never before, I am ecstatic! It was that first snip that set my heart racing because she took off so so much but I'm happy with it. And I agree with Nisah, haircuts should be impulse decisions.

Don't tell Ashraff, he will freak out in a BIGASS way. :/

Sikret.

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 14:31:24 GMT

If I don't get cold feet tomorrow, I will:

(a) get married.
(b) try cocaine.
(c) cut my hair.
(d) sing on national tv for $2000.
(e) meet the President.
(f) quit school.
(g) dye my eyebrows pink.
(h) pierce my belly button.

Guess which!

Wishful thinking;

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 09:43:22 GMT

I've got my F(eminism)-gear on, all fuelled up for a 3000(and on and on and on) word essay, I know it could be fantastic if only I knew where to start exactly. Too many ideas, too little will.

Couldn't help wishing I was curled up under the covers with a mindless chick lit and Pete Yorn playing in the background, though.

Gaga Ooh La La

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 10:27:57 GMT

There's no real love in you.

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 17:36:58 GMT

Thank you Syidah (set up your Twitter account please!) & Asri for your help in my assignment, I saw my first A this year woooooooooooots. Love you guys <3

I am so shit tired but the more tired I am, the more awake I feel. You get what I mean?

It's a weird day today.

Tumblr Hahas

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 05:23:06 GMT

"Aww, you're such an angle."

"Aww, you're so acute."

Another 4 aspirin morning.

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 13:50:44 GMT

My life has become a boring pop song and everyone's singing along.

That's pretty much it really.

I need to do something ELSE, something different. You're only young ONCE for God's sake, I feel like I'm starting to throw my youth away with these feelings of worthlessness and with just plain nothingness. I'd probably regret this stage of my life... have to turn this around. Life isn't supposed to be like this, I don't even know what my dreams are anymore.

You know when people say they're depressed? If you're really listening, they're actually crying for help. You don't know what's running through their minds. Just saying.

True that.

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 11:38:02 GMT

No one really wins this time.

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 14:44:40 GMT

Awwww man I will never ever ever get to see Copeland perform because they broke up! What the hell.

Wasting words on lower cases and capitals.

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 18:21:47 GMT

Wednesday: Our 3rd & my 20th

If you wanna try good Swedish food, Fika's is the place to be. The interior is SOOOOO clean and white and pretty and cosy, and the food is lip-smackingly delectable.

This night was beautiful, in every sense of the word.

Saturday: Masquerade Party!

So after a whole week of not knowing what was going on, my bbs surprised me with a Masquerade-theme birthday celebration which was MIND-BLOWINGLY AWESOME TO THE MAX LIKE YOU WON'T BELIEVE IT. Words do no justice to this, so all you need to know is that my friends are gorgeous & full of love, that I love them insanely and that my 20th was a crazy awesome affair. Even though they made fun of my Shepherd's Pie-making skillsl (hrmph) AND even though my dress became cake-stained. I'm a lucky person, I swear. If you need party planners, hire them really, and the one right gobsmacked in the front with the pretty floral stockings, she's practically Iron Chef, not kidding. (:

Sunday: Da:ns Festival - Hip Hop Jam

This was done on a voluntary basis with Fa and Nisah but we didn't really care much. I mean, a chance to dance IS a chance to dance right? We didn't have to do much, just learn the choreography and then there's this segment where we have to teach it to the audience. Anyway, the last time I danced was for the Elysium dance concert and that was almost 2 years ago. I was pretty excited for it actually AND THEN. I totally forgot what 2 years can do to you, and at the end of everything, I still couldn't get 4 counts of 8 down. Which was pretty dumb so anything goes la haha.

People were pretty onzzz, it was such great fun to see everyone just having fun, even old people! They kind of had a dance floor in between and WOULD YOU BELIEVE IT, Fa went in and totally bulldozed this annoying girl away! Like as in literally, her moves were the forcefully shooing away kind and Fa said the girl went "WAIT WAIT!". Excuse me girl, wait for what tell me? YOU GOOOOOO LA , LATOYA! SO PROUD OF YOU, SO GANGSTAHHH! (: I would have caught it on video if I had my camera with me, it was totally worth the watch. And serves that girl right.

Oh oh, and that same night they taught us the Mambo steps which... I can't understand. :/ It's just that I don't get how it can be fun, no offense to Mambo lovers out there. So didn't have fun there, we left early on Wednesday during Mambo Jambo. Oh but there was this one Pink Lady who broke out into a form of jiggly tap dance when she knew the camera was on her. Don't get that either but hey, that's the spirit! (:

Friday: My Sister's Keeper & 06S415 Meet-up

Even though they changed some parts and removed some parts, the movie was really, really moving. Well mainly because I cried throughout the whole movie like a demented woman (the rest were too okay!), but I thought the acting was stellar, especially that of Kate. And is it just me but is that Taylor person really quite good looking!

And a major major plus was the kick-ass soundtrack (:

Met up with the ex-classmates after that, how can I wait till next year once the madness is over to meet them again!? So much to share with the girls, wished Bird could make it... our schedules are clashing :(

And that was my week in short! Can't even afford regular updates now, sheesh. I hear the thunder which means we're probably gonna sleep through the rain, yay!

Daisy Dukes

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 13:20:34 GMT

Ate.

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 15:17:23 GMT

1. I think La Roux is hot, though sometimes in a smelly and disheveled way.
2. And speaking of smelly and disheveled, today I found out that a person I thought was cool/chic/hiphophappenin' has hygiene problems.
3. I don't get Mambo, and I feel troubled because I don't know how to enjoy it!!! Everybody was going crazy and being all excited, and the only thing that stuck in my head and kept me entertained were the filler moves!
4. I feel like wearing my masquerade mask to school tomorrow since the theme is Halloween and sit through lecture in it and let Dr D think I'm insane.
5. GAGA OOH LALA.
6. The module I'm doing worst in is the one I love the most.
7. I somehow survived on 4 hours of sleep, and still sailed through school like I had 8.
8. Some days, I wish I was somebody else.

Beating heart baby.

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 13:45:56 GMT

Dear Ashraff,

I wish you'd let me be irrational uninterrupted instead of trying to talk reason with me in that eerily calm voice you always use. I wish you'd quit saying how I don't need another pair of shoes or how I most definitely don't need black flats in a different design. I wish you were neater, I wish you know that cleaning up your room doesn't equate to stuffing everything under the bed. I wish you'd stop making a fuss about how big my hair is when yours is equally as huge. I wish you had more time.

You're just a boy, imperfect in so many different ways just like I am. But you're my FAVOURITE boy and as far as I'm concerned, you're perfect to me, perfect for me.

And that is enough.

Happy 3rd baby, I ♥ you to the stars. (:

Love,
Shikin

Fa's 20th!

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 15:02:53 GMT

Happy birthday, sexygorgeous one! <3

B.

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 18:56:16 GMT

With me. ♥

GGfied.

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 13:50:27 GMT

"So next time you forget you're Blair Waldorf, remember I'm Chuck Bass - and I love you."

They made a statue of us;

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 15:28:46 GMT

Regina Spektor - Us

206

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 12:33:21 GMT

The only thing I remembered from lecture today.

It goes without saying.

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 11:47:48 GMT

I love everything you hate about yourself.

OKtoberfest.

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 14:43:18 GMT

12 days into October.

You know those autograph books we all (don't deny) had in primary school, the ones we made our classmates write in so that we'll remember them and their fat handwriting/scrawl for the rest of our lives? And you know the famous "Favourites" section? My favourite month was always October, without fail, my birthday being in that month justified that answer as far as I was concerned.

Children's Day is also in October, and that was one of the happiest days in my life because it's practically your second birthday! You come home with cute, small things like a million pencils and tons and tons of junk food. What's there not to like?

Then there's Halloween. Despite not celebrating it, I always felt that it gave October an impactful goodbye... somehow.

And then more recently, every October equates to an additional 365 days of being with Ashraff.

This year, my October's been packed with Hari Raya & assignments. And till the end of the month, there'll be more assignments due but then again there is Da:ns with 2 of my favourite girls, my 20th (finally), our 3rd... and then November comes and kills us with exams.

I just want a good, painless October.

The Postal Service - Such Great Heights

Thu, 08 Oct 2009 14:26:02 GMT

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned

1 down, 2402942359 to go.

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 13:23:12 GMT

FINALLY.
Research participation vomit much!

Mantra

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 15:53:03 GMT

a. Get over myself.
b. Get over it.
c. Try harder.
d. Do better.
e. Work harder.
f. Stop thinking I'm stupid.
g. Breathe.
h. Remember that there is more to life.
i. Stop cursing.

So embarrassing even though there's absolutely no one watching me turn into a wreck.
Okay, Shikin, enough.

Snap.

Temporary distraction

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 15:33:44 GMT

I've always wanted her to sing this live. <3

Preview; The Concrete Skies

Fri, 02 Oct 2009 17:34:57 GMT